I dont belong in the world
Thats what it is
Something separates me from other people
Everywhere I turn
Theres something blocking my escape

It took thirteen beaches
To find one empty
But finally, its mine
With dripping peaches
Im camera ready
Almost all the time

But I still get lonely
And, baby, only then
Do I let myself recline?
Can I let go
And let your memory dance?
In the ballroom of my mind
Across the county line

It hurts to love you
But I still love you
Its just the way I feel
And Id be lying
If I kept hiding
The fact that I cant deal

And that Ive been dying
For something real
That Ive been dying
For something real

It took thirteen beaches
To find one empty
But finally, Im fine
Past Ventura
And lenses plenty
In the white sunshine

But you still can find me
If you ask nicely
Underneath the pines
With the daisies
Feeling hazy
In the ballroom of my mind
Across that county line

It hurts to love you
But I still love you
Its just the way I feel
And Id be lying
If I kept hiding
The fact that I cant deal

And that Ive been dying
For something real
That Ive been dying
For something real

It hurts to love you
But I still love you
Its just the way I feel
And Id be lying
If I kept hiding
The fact that I cant deal